Tuesday, April 30, 2013

soft focus

The side effects seem to be tapering off, though they aren't altogether gone, yet, and I'm still feeling a bit in limbo, floating along, taking one hour at a time, trying to maintain some momentum, but in general just doing whatever feels right for the day.  You know, within reason.  As fantastic as napping on the sofa all day sounds, I have managed to avoid that so far.  But spending a half hour rocking my baby girl after she'd already fallen asleep?  So totally the best way I've spent my time ever.  I didn't finish the ironing that day, or get through that stack of paperwork, or finish emailing, or OH who cares!      I really don't.  And believe it or not, this is progress for me.  And it feels amazing.

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